October 13, 2007

I'm so screwed.

Really feel disturbed. Am I too sheltered or just plain naive? There are so many ugly things happening in this world, and it is a huge contrast to my beliefs and values. I'm just so confused. Was it wrong to initiate contact with rest of the world again? The two times I've gone out have been horrible. Bad things happened at both times, making me so afraid to go out again. Am I just too bloody naive or what? He said me being so idealistic is what makes me so lovable. Is that true or am I screwed for life? I don't know I don't know I really don't know

I really want to see a shrink now.

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