When one is in trouble, one will offend.

I will never forget the content of an sms that Venerable Manya once sent to me:

"When one is in trouble, one will offend. When one is hurt, one must forgive. Forgiving is not forgiving others. Forgiving is to free ownself to appreciate new opportunity. Those who do wrong, they will be troubled subconsciously. Those who get hurt should feel at ease. We can never forgive others because every one has to pay own debts. So we must stand strong to welcome what good people deserve. If you suffer in pain, you will close door to opportunity. So be strong to move on."

I am sorry that I lost my temper at you yesterday, despite all the attempts that you have made to make me comfortable and to cheer me up. Also, thank you for buying all the food for me, even though I didn't get to eat them in the end.

Am so happy that you did not keep it in your heart because that would totally kill me. I am sorry that I am not well now, but I am getting out of it. I will.