Forgive, forget

Mom has been asking me whether I'll be joining the family trip to Shenzhen and Guangzhou. I really do want to go cos I've been dying to go to Guangzhou since forever... but I also know that this sub-human of a person is going as well. Like, why can't she go with her own family? Must she always be leeching? I think Mom knows that I can't stand being near her. Over dinner she told me I shouldn't be holding grudges. I've thought about this over the weekend and the truth is, I really want to go to have some quality time with my family. It's not often that we get to go on a trip together. I guess I may go if I do not have to sleep in the same room with her. Other times I can just pretend she doesn't exist. Okay that may not be so easy since it's a private tour ie no one else but us. Maybe she can go for the fucking plastic surgery so that I don't have to look at her face. She's gotta fund it herself, of course.

Damn it why can't she just go with her family!!!!